Monday, November 10, 2008

adoh..tagged thingy..

apa ini tagged by ms Zara..people who got tagged must read and i understand..because of the laziness and the malas ness..(both are same meaning) i just copy and paste from ms Zara..u can see all of the colors of the writing are just the same..sory ms Zara for copying..but i did answer it la..dun worry all answer are mine..hahaha

Mushy Mushy Tag

- You have been tagged!
- Caranya adalah menceritakan kisah cinta anda.
- Peraturan :-kisah yang harus dinyatakan ialah kenangan-kenangan kisah cinta anda.
- Tidak kira lucu,sedih,gembira ataupun kecewa. - sebolehnya haruslah detail.
- Tetapi, elakkan cerita yang menyentuhi unsur-unsur sensiviti.

kisah cinta aku? amat tragis dan cm dalam novel. been thru ups and down. now, i have found, perhaps the rite one. the one and only true love that I ever wanted. so, that's all la kisah cinta aku. the end. haha..(this is what Ms Zara write..haha..mine??i never thought of love recently..)

I tag
- syadi
- ray
- mas

- dino

- dayat
- siti nurol ain

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time : 1540 am

· Name : redzuan
. Sisters : 3
. Brothers : 1
. Shoe size : 7/8
· Height : 170 sumting la
· Where do you live : sibu
. Have you ever been on a plane : selalu
· Swam in the ocean : selalu
. Fallen asleep at school : 80% of my tyme at school
· Broken someone’s heart : never..because no one ever claimed..
. Fell off your chair : penah..bodo kerusi ya..
· Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : nope..i dont even like to pick up my phone
· Saved e-mails : email from airlines for online booking tiket..
· What is your room like : macam sarang tikus..
· What’s right beside you : chemical reaction book..(still got exam this tyme maa..)
· What is the last thing you ate : roti sardin..

Ever had…
· Chicken pox : my mum say i got pox when i was still 2 year olds..
· Sore throat : slalu..lps karaoke ngnb payong..
· Stitches : yah..
· Broken nose : just crack..not broke yet..
· Do you Believe in love at first sight : no..
· Like picnics : no..

Who was/were…
· The last person you danced with : i dunno how to dance..
· Last made you smile : din
· You last yelled at : amar

Today did you…
· Talk to someone you like : who i like?
· Kissed anyone : nope..
· Get sick : sakit palak..stdyng chemical reaction
· Talk to an ex : nope..
· Miss someone : family..akekeke
· Who do you really hate : i hate to hate sumbody..
· Do you like your hand-writing : yes..they are unique..haha
· Are your toe nails painted : no..
· Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : amar bed..damn..
· What color shirt are you wearing now : pink..(chuckles...)
· Are you a friendly person : yes i guest.. it depend..
· Do you have any pets : nope..
· Do you sleep with the TV on : only got pc maa ..
· What are you doing right now : urm..this tagged thing..
· Can you handle the truth : sometimes..
· Are you closer to your mother or father : financial maa..
· Do you eat healthy : i eat what i saw..haha
· Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : erm..i never kept any..cos never got her pic la weyh..
· If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : my Emelda..(my scooter)
· Are you loud or quiet most of the time : unpredictable..i like silence more..
· Are you confident : can see glare in my eyes..hakhak..

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. darjah 5
2. skolah..
3. play polis entry..
4. be a power ranger kaler merah..hahah
5. knak rotan sbb x siap keja umah..

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. gain more money..
2. set up my own photography studio..
3. make a large cribs
4. make my family smiles
5. marrying somebody..

5 of my bad habits:
1. sleep
2. jokes
3. never take something serious..
4. stubborn
5. always think i have no bad habits..haha

5 places I’ve lived/living
1. cbo
2. gambang perdana
3. hostel hasan al banna,miri
4. hostel blok e matrik labuan
5. G33 now..hahah

People I Tag
- syadi
- ray
- mas

- dino

- dayat
- siti nurol ain

dah2.. abes....hahaha..anyone got tagged..answer the question..haha..
if u dont want to..
its ok..

Saturday, November 8, 2008

serious relationship??

what the point of having a serious relationship if you just get hurts..not once..not twice..but every second of idea of that..never be in things like that..
maybe its like drugs..more you take more high you get..but in same time you are in pain because of the still got addicted..well..that's why they say love is blind..yah..kind a true something..haks..but it will be stupid when u just keep being hurting..just dump the person..and go and find a new one..(i'm still single though..hahaha)

less but not all couple thAT they are very serious with their relationship..and ready to take next level??

Fendi & nadia photography offers wedding photography sessions for the lovers..who want to kept their moments forever..they are really good though..hahaha..more detail at
and you can see their works..(photo above is one of their to them.not mine..wakakaka)

but if you want to hire me as fotographer also can la..but i only got handphone camera..
and this chapter is all about promotion...hahahahaha

Thursday, November 6, 2008

indah berseri seri...

damn ponchon..
damn savarit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

unit operaton down..
2 more to go..

(cursing chapter...)

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

cerita 3 bulan

3 bulan yg lalu..
dia koma..
dia tidak sedarkan diri..
dia dilanda musibah..

3 bulan sejak itu..
aku tiada teman bicara..
aku tiada teman penghibur..
jadinya aku seorang diri..

3 bulan berlalu..
sakitnya telah ku tahu..
penawarnya sudahkelihatan..
namun dia itu tetap koma..

paru-parunya perlu diganti baru..
manakan kucari wang untuk menukarnya..
manakan ku cari ganti peparunya..

hari ini..
dia masok ICU..
heart and lung transplant..
itu tabib yang cakap..
aku tidak tau apa itu..

cukup 1 jam..
teater pembedahan itu berjalan..
ku lihat dia..
ku lihat dia..

ku belai wajah nya..
ku tekan punatnya..
matanya mula bersinar..

dia kembali hidup....


dia kembali hidup...
laptop ku kembali hidup..
dengan motherboard dan hard disk baru..
laptop ku hidup...

gas system material component down..
3 more paper to go..

Sunday, November 2, 2008

ini post untuk..

ni post special untuk masita..sbb dia dah wat post untuk saya..
3 novemeber..dia dah 21 da.. tua da..
slamat hari berfday mas..
(special ni siap wat post kat blog g..)

SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN (10/23-11/21)
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
Extremely outgoing.
Loves to help people in times of need.
Good personality.
A caring person.

ni kira adiah la mas eyh..

tiuplah lilin xda kek la..hehe

Friday, October 31, 2008


this is her

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Silhouettes Art

A view of a object or scene consisting of the outline and a featureless interior, with the silhouette usually being black. Well..this is one more technique in photography..(which i just try it out).. The technique is to shot a view where the object which being focused will just appear black instead of any expression or color..ouch..what am i sayin..easy word..the whole shot look like it??hohho..the key is playing with the exposure..meter and lock the exposure..with low intensity of light..kind a hard to some of my poor shot of silhouettes....

with a sunset background

with a dawn background

p/s:kalau tgok dari nama mmg macam gempak teknik ni..padahal slalu j kta ambik gamba stail cm xtau pun nma dia Silhouettes Art..akekekke..kita main bedal j la..
try it out..
-end of this chapter-

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

bersatu dan setia

ini jata penang..muahahhahaha...
dan imej jembalang di jata itu adalah aku..
dan jembalang itu tidak termasuk dalam design jata ini...

and its all about war..

there always be a time that one cannot resist any more pressure..
in Gas system subject, we call it design pressure..
the amount of pressure that can be resist by the pipeline..
what we call the limit of something2..
when we cross over the limit,then it broke down..

about to reach my limit..
study maaa......thats my war...
ok..lets not to talk about that..

finally liverpool is leading the premier league..
looks like the reds going to win the title hopefully..
of course laa..
im the reds fanatic la...
never walk alone..
and that is their war..

and to mr aizuddin b tan sri abd malek..
i'm sorry to hear that u got bite by a centipede..(lipan la....)
of course it poisonous..can kill maa...well i guess that is his war to fight the evil mr lipan's poison..

to g33 warrior, this time is their war..(counter strike la....)

and to all who r in war..
please stop the war before its too late..
(what the heck??)
caption:shot in kota tinggi(i guess..)

and this roaster has its own war..
caption:shot in padang kota lama
equip:nikon naem..
(naem is not the brand..naem is my friend name..hahaha)

peace no war
-end of the war chapter-

Thursday, October 23, 2008

post for a rainy day

its raining outside..

and now, time is running out for studying..
final around the corner..
(corner ckit lg,jumpa la final tu..)
but what if we can save the time, like we used to do when we are playing time shift game..
(time shift game=a rpg game..while u play u can save it,and stop.and continue it again when u want to play it..)
hahahha..what a lame..
or if only can save the time in bottle like jinny in alladin story...

If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that I'd like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
I'd save every day like a treasure and then,
Again, I would spend them with you

If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
Ive looked around enough to know
That youre the one I want to go
Through time with

P/s:showing off my watch.. ODM Design Pixel DD101-1 ...look so futuristic..hahah

Undergoing MyBlogLog Verification

-end of this chapter-

Friday, October 17, 2008

the story of an uninteresting event

waa..the title sounds so lame la..hahahaha..but really ..this thing really lame..ever heard of lab rats?? rats that they used to used as subject of study..well..that happens to me..thanks to mr surya, me, payonk ray n syadi become lab rats for some lecturers whose trying to do research on teaching method of critical thinking..its kind of toture u know..writing,skets,debate..waa...really got into my nerve..but in the end..only got fruit cake maa..aiyo...

sisa sisa kek buah yg telah dimakan oleh tikus-tikus kelaparan...

luahan perasaan seorang lab rat...

Thursday, October 16, 2008

ngerepak time

1.lamak dah ku x ngerepak..alik2 klaka lam bhs org puteh..
aku mpun xtauk pa nok ku tulis lam bhs ya..
mok madah terer english ya x la..
asak tunggang langgang jak bhasa ku ya..
mun cekgu ngimbang maca blog ku ya nang nya hampa ngaja ku dolok..
xda hasel alu jak..

2.aku xtauk tetiba jak ku mok ngerepak tok..
sapa2 nok x paham ya sorry la..tok mother toungue aku..
tp aku rasa la x la ssh gilak nak mok maham apa nok ku tulis tok nak..
aggik din dpt paham apa ku pdh..
ya mbiak kelantan nok ngakuk dirik nya mix mexico-chinese..
tp berasal dr sarawak..
aneh mbiak ya..
tp ya partner aku mok join gangstar klak..hahaha

3.masok ari tok dah masok 4 ari udah palak ku angol knak migrain..
ney ndak..
x alah2 molah presentation..
dah presentation xda makna alu jak..
evaluater suka na merik soklan nmok aneh..
pikey aku dah blaja ka bnda ya??aiyoo..

4.dah duit ku makin kerin tok..
sapa ada dwit byk??
mntk juak..
boh byk..
brik ku 3 ribu..
k ku bli lense bh taun dpn..
mahal bh lense ya..
coba la lense ya arga mcm kropok ayam nok rega 2posen..
paloi na org jual lense mahal2..

5.laptop compaq ku..apa nok ku mok plah tok..
sapa mok bli??ku jual murah..hahahaha..
paloi laptop ya..molah rugi jak bli..mun mok bli laptop klak boh mli compaq..
rugi jak..hahahha.. x lmk gik wo..nyawa mkin mls bl;aja.. kak ya cuti..
ya nok pntg ya..

7.llh da ku ngerepak..
mak ku slalu madah...mun dah marah2 lelah ngerepak ya..minum aek..kompom ilang smua asa mok ngerepak..
bna juak pdh mak aku..
minum coke lok..
chill out..
(no 7 tok nang xda kaitan ngn apa nok ku tulis..tetiba jak asa mok nulis bh..skati aku la nak mok nulis pa...hahahah)


end of this ngerepak chapter

Friday, October 10, 2008

sibu drift

i'm the driver...
got problem??

post for no one..

everything bored..
last 2 week...
the most 'sial' week in my life i guess...
we can never run away from bad luck..
everyone got his bad hair day..

final exam coming..
now there comes stressing week..
got no time to shot any photo now..

-end of this chapter-

Monday, September 22, 2008

ku susun 20 jari tangan dan kaki...

Ramadhan leaving us..and Syawal coming up..sad and joy come together..sad because we never know will Ramadhan meet us or not next time..n joy for victory for fasting the whole month..

when I was a kid when Syawal come, its like a carnival which full of happiness..of course la..because we get much of duit raya..we used to have family reunion..with all of my siblings, and family gather around and ask for forgiveness..that time Syawal really meant to us..(of course because duit raya..haha)

so sad I'm no longer a kid..duit raya??rarely got it now..haha..and for this year I'm not coming home for hari raya..this the second time I'm not home for hari raya..its not like I didnt want to..what can I do..flight fair is killing me..haha..then just decided to 'berhari raya'with my sisters in Kedah..

for Mak n Abah..forgive me for all I did wrong, and for not being together with u all..i love u..
I really miss the curry..huhu..

for Abg Yus n Kak Nor..forgive me for asking a lot of duit raya..that what 'Adek' is..hahha..

for Kak Ema n Kak Na..we'll celebrate hari raya..dun worry..this time I 'pao' u Kak Na..
haha..and I cant wait to see beloved Farihin..hohoh..

and for all peoples i care:
2.kampong friends
3.high school friends
4.matric friends
5.umpians friends
6.this blog readers (if got readers la..)
7.anonymous friends
8.future friends
9.anyone that i've ever met
10.anyone that i never met
11.anyone that think they are the anyone
12.all people in this universe..

(if i have to write their name i think this space will not be enough)

with all humble n respect..

Sepuluh jari ku susun..
maaf kupohon..
salah dan silap
dari hujung rambutku sehingga hujung rambut mu..
yang lalu dan yang akan datang
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

little fotographer for hari raya

salam aidilfitri drpd si fotografer kecil..
maaf zaher batin..

end of this chapter

Sunday, September 21, 2008

think of your love one..

pesanan ini dibawa khas oleh kementerian belia..

bicaranya seorang Rusdi...

aku suka laju..suka pantas
laju itu buat aku seorang raja
yang menakhluk segala ketakutan
yang melepas segala amarah
bila laju optik lihatan ku mula perlahan
bila pantas degup jantung itu mula berdetik
pintasan itu hanya mimpi oleh mu
ego mula tinggi
berpijak dibumi nyata tidak jadian untuk ku
semua yang ada dicabar
lasak nya diriku
aku terlupa
bau seorang malang
yang hadir tiada dijemput
ku hidu hanya bau tar
tatkala aku mnyembah ke dasar tanah
kaget aku lalu tertutup mata
menutup semua biacara dan fikiran
celik sahaja mata
muka ku sudah berjahit
kaki tangan ku berbalut..
dah tak boleh nak buat apa dah..
bila dah kena baru tahu rasanya..

this message goes to all people who like 2 speed and crash..
ride safely..
especially for bike user..

biology..lapan belas es ex..

Form 5
Chapter 4: Pembiakan dan Pertumbuhan

Back in 2004. Being a nerdy secondary school students makes me awkward when it comes to this chapter. Everyone in started to think adultly(otak kuning). I still remembered the conversations during the first day we study this chapter in cikgu rohani class. just like it happen yesterday...

Cikgu Rohani: Ok everybody. Today we will learn about something that really important in your life. Breeding and growth process. Before we start, could someone please tell me what is this chapter about..Briefly..

as usual Hazmi will answer(anak kesayangan cikgu2..waaahhaha..)
Hazmi:Reproduction of new life ma'am.
Cikgu Rohani:Nice..exactly..thank you..we are going to learn how you being born to this world..before we going deep into this topic..any other question?

something cameup into my mind and gently asked..
wan: erm..will we have experiment on this chapter??

guys say:wow..hahaha..
girls says:eeeee...

with a shocked face..
cikgu rohani:my god..girls..please..stay away from redzuan..he is dangerous..

haha..what a tell the truth, i really meant the question..not fooling around..

Regarding the previous2 post, i made promise 2 show my new baby..then i would like 2 teach how my baby Bella being produced..teaching biology..
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viewer under 18 are not allowed.or you may read it under your parent surveillance.

this is the biggest cells call mother board.haha.produced by asus, on of biggest reproductive system in universe..this is the board where the fertilization occurs..the scientific name for this cell is ASUSTeK Computer INC. it brings the mother genes, M2A-VM

this is the head of the cells that cooperate in the fertilization..this cell will merged into asus cell and implanted to the brings the father genes, AMD Athlon 64x2 5000+

this is my baby body look is a bit dark..caucasian maybe..inside,this body supply 230 watt for my baby to keep alive..

when we undergow ultrasound scan,we can see the mendula ablongata of this baby..that thing look likes solid..but can keep high amount of random access memory..
the main part of the brain can store high amount of data..

this is the digestive part..only accept cd n dvd for food..a alot..

got nice voice..5.5 inch 16 watt subwoofer with 2x9watt satelite tower.
n the face..wide 19 inch face..

what a beautiful baby..

Sunday, September 14, 2008

for the BEAUTIFUL....

Mystery the moon..
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closin' one
A chosen child of golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars..

A cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellation
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication

May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and i
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting

Oh bella bella please..
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do you do

You are an illuminated anchor
Of leads to infinite number
Crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the evenflows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Into twining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover..

Bella luna, my beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other

May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller i
A larger chance happened, all them they lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do you do

mystery of the moon..

Thursday, September 11, 2008

13 September

be remember of this date.
the most important thing will be happen.
nahh..not really..
but maybe.gosh idont know either.
but the sure thing is my first project will be doing great..
sinar ramadhan photo shoot..
(although me myself as project manager cant join that program..)
hope mr daYAt can do well..(tolong yat eyh..)

one more thing..
my new baby will be born..
who is ma new baby??
wait for the next post...

to be continued...

Sunday, September 7, 2008


i'm having my mock interview with Mr Suria. Gosh.Cant wait how it feel to interviewed for job. Not that I never been in interview,but this is different. I have gone for many interview (for scholarhip only) but never succeed. pity me huh. Maybe got something lacked somewhere.

The main point in interview is being confident. there is more tips but if want to write it here, it will ends with 4 more blogs. huh. Have to try the best for today.
by the way, a new job posting. who thinks they confident enough can send in resume. open for anytime. hakhak.

anyone interested can contact Pak Abu.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

thinking bout the title...

still thinking about the post title..
arghh..really blur this time..wth the empty mind n stomach..cant think about the title..
hahahah..btw happy fasting 2 all muslims..

thank first project have been approved by the dean..
Panorama Sinar Ramadhan..
that was the first time i present my nervous all over my body..hoping that the proposal approved and got some budget to run the the business is on..
hoping that the log can be published..

for end of the chapter..
santapan mata untuk waktu berbuka..
roger n out..

matahari terbenam..azan berkumandang..

air menanti untuk menerobos rongga esofagus

eyh..dah abis??

mee kari menanti untuk di lapah
wajah rakus itu amat rakus..

tp kena ingat..ada yang masih kebuluran..

maka bersederhanalah kamu..dan ingatlah saudara2mu yang di dalam kesusahan
ada yg prihatin....

selamat berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan..

Friday, August 29, 2008

Blank decoration

its empty

hanya unggas yg bernyanyi..
pada malam yg bintang nya tiada..

just trying 2 find pict 4 de next post..
due 2 my current situation..
its hard for me 2 post blog...
(hidup menumpang di pc amar)
waitin for my abah 2 give budget 2 buy new pc..
waitin is like killing me softly..

back in bisnes.....

just listening 2 a song dat make me think a bit.
i've been asked by one of my fren (who r deeply in love)..'why love hurt??'
GOSh!!!soalan maut tu....2 tell the truth i dunno y..bcos im not in love..hahahah..
love is give pleasure but it hurting u gradually..( ayat farid kamil ni..)
each of them no matter guy or girl, they wish 2 have a perfect match..but no body perfect..
n then i listen to a song that can answer the question..

Kau boleh acuhkan diriku
Dan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi takkan merubah perasaanku

Kuyakin pasti suatu saat
Semua kan terjadi
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi
Kujanjikan aku ada

Kau boleh jauhi diriku
Namun kupercaya
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Aku yang rela terluka
Untuk mu selalu

as the baby says.."aku mau susu"

when did it start..

thinkin about it, inever write about me i decide 2 write bout it..
in indoneisi mode..(buat acha..)

nama gw reddu..umur gw gak bgitu muda..gak bgitu tua..20 taun..gak suka sama rokok..ngisap atau itu orgnya biasa aja..gak ada yang istimewa ttg gw..tiada yg punya minat sama fotografi..jika ada gadis atau camera di depan mata, nescaya gw akan pilih camera.(namun kalau gadis itu acha gw pilih dia dong) punya minat sama foto gak tau bila muncul nya..suka itu datang tiba2..kayak cinta yg berkuntum tiada baja..(ayat apaan nih..).. gw mula cinta pada foto pada saat pertama gw mliat org ngambil foto..eyh..apaan maksudnya??gini deyh..dihari pernikahan kakak gw 3 taun lps, gw mliat jurufoto kakak gw itu cool skali..ebat do ang..hasil foto nya lumayan deyh..mula saat itu gw coba tuk carik ilmu foto deyh..blajar sendiri dong..gak ada yg ingin mula ngumpul uwang deyh..mau aja minat ttg gak ada cemera nya..gmana bli camera pertama T-5.slim cybershot..keren gitu..abis uang gw..gila gw puas.kerna udah punya camera.. tp puas itu skjap gw udah jd hak milik kakak gw..waduh.sedih..sekarang gw hnya guna camera org laen deyh..emangnya gak puas kerna itu camera org laen..bkn camera gak udah nekad mau bli camera ternyata dari apa yg gw fikirin, foto itu yg cantek bkn hadir dr camera yg mahal, tp dr insan yg btul2 punya perasaan yg ingin mengabadikan saat itu selamanya..

hasil foto gw dr sony T-5 yg udah bukan milik gw.
nurse...owh gak tau siapa kamu ini..ternyata keindahanmu telah menarik hati ku..
gak bisa difoto dket2..zoom aja dong..gak silap gw d pesta jom eboh..

tunggul batu ini mmg kesepian.

kaki itu amat penat deyh..(kaki gw sendiri)..seharian bjln d mid valley..
dan ini pengubat hati nephew..untung aja dia tdur..jika buka matanya ribut satu dunia..

gak ada ayat yg bisa diungkap tuk bercrita perihal dunia yg indah
hanya bisa diliat dan dirasa
trima kasih pada yg Menciptakan
it worth thousand words..

-end of this chapter-

(penat deyh bicara bahsa puitis..)
gw bkn indonisi pak..ampun pak..jgn ditgkap sy ini pak polisi...

Thursday, August 28, 2008

...........siaran tergendala............

late nite..
early mornig..
still thinkin wat shud i post??

just found a website that can make u think u r popular..
kind of funny n fun though..
try it..

no pict for this chapter..just try this link...

love diary...

August 2006..

2 years ago..
my eyes was stucked with an amazing creation..
first time my heart beat so hard..
n i dunno y is dat happening..
in the same time my friend, naem have the same feeling bout her..
both of try 2 win her..after spending a lot money (to be exact 3 thousand..) at last she's mine..with all care, i look at her evry nite n day..
never got bored..

july 2007..

11 month of our relationship..
on one nite..i try 2 wake her up..
but she never opened her eyes..
i got panic..she's so sick..
will she leave me? bring her 2 meet
the specialist..let them diagnose her..
tell me wat goes wrong..2 weeks later..the specialist said..
'dia x apa2..just got tired..just dont make her 2 work hard ok..'
fuhh..lega...she's ok..i'm sorry sayang 2 make u work so hard nite n day for my sake..

August 2007..

she getting better..
i'm glad she still with me..
she's back from treatment.. so glad..
i'll give all of my care 2 u..
we getting along each day..

December 2007..

i hurt her..
sorry dear..
i didnt meant 2 make u hurt..
i didnt want 2..yet i stil hurt u..
that day still shadowing me..
the day u slip from my arm n fall..
n make u hurt..n u never awake..
just like last time..i'm panic..
i dunno wat 2 do..i bring u 2 speacialist one more..
ur disease come back..
i spend hundred of ringgit 2 make u awake again..
i never care how much cash flow..
as long as u r still with me..
2 month i leave u in pain..
n my life feel sorrow..
then u recover..
thnx god..relieve..

August 2008..

2 years u have been with me..
all joy n fun we share 2gether..
u cheer me up..
u here with me 24/7..
but me never know wat ur thought..
wat ur feel..
never care much of u..
day by day u just got hurt..
but in front of me u always look good..
but me never realize u cracking inside..
til dat that..ur ill come n strike again..
y must u have been taken away from..
y u?y not me..y let her suffer most..
till this second..
i still dunno how r u..
r u doin fine?u'll be back in 2 weeks.
but i cant never stand seeing u hurt each day by bcos of me..

now i realize..
i'm the one who shud go away..
stay away from u..let u go.
i cant bare 2 c u hurting..
let me walk away out of your life this time..

goodbye miss presario..

p/s: anyone who want her can contact me..harga bleh runding..

Mr dayat:wei wan..bla nak ltak gamba baru??

just now dayat ask me..waa..nggak sabar deyh..
actualy me still finding foto 2 be share with..
dat suitable for all ages 2 see it..(UMUM)

here some recent foto dat have been capture..
with using samsung camera..(dayat cakap ni camera kelab punya..
aku pakai la..)

ekspedisi mengejar langit..
Sang pengejar langit..meniti desir pasir untuk mencapai satu yang pasti tidak akan menjadi miliknya..thx to the model..

Model: tin kosong yang bernamaF&N Iced Cream
Location: atas batu keras
Caption: rintihan seorang tin..'mengapa sendirian aku berdiri di ratusan keras nya batu ini..tiadanya makna wujudnya aku..tiadakah yang melihat..

jalan sang pengejar langit..dimana penghujung jalan ini??

daunan itu berguguran jatuh..inikah pengakhiran?atau hanya gimik..yang penting idea sudah tepu..tiada lagi yang bisa terungkap..

-end of this chapter-

p/s:mntk ampun yat..hahahha..

Monday, August 25, 2008

asignment oh asignment...

bored..a lot of asignments..well..students life la..u know i know la..
never be interesting..haks..
"wei..asignment gas system ko dah siap k wan??"nice question to ask..siap??
how can it be siap..i haven start anything yet..assignmnt that given last month by
miss zubaidah before she go honeymoon for her newly wed..congratulation 2 her..

happy birthday..
to our beloved country..
for keeping peace..

about august..
for sumone who r born in august probably a Leo..
sharing things bout leo..leo..king..dats obviously known..
LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to
have fun Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.
Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long
relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find.
Good when found. dominating is their interest..
for some leo i known, some of these folowing r very true..haks..
but never trust it so much..fortunately im a scorpio..hahah..

happy birthday for my beloved..

father daTO' sri bujang..55 on this coming 31th august..thnx abah..
sister nurfahara..just turn 23 on 20 august..n waiting for her graduation as chemist
brother firdaus..25 alredy on 10 August..hope he met her love of life..(anyone interested with him just tell me..)
hope u got all the wealth n the health..
may Allah with u..n i love u..