Monday, September 22, 2008

ku susun 20 jari tangan dan kaki...

Ramadhan leaving us..and Syawal coming up..sad and joy come together..sad because we never know will Ramadhan meet us or not next time..n joy for victory for fasting the whole month..

when I was a kid when Syawal come, its like a carnival which full of happiness..of course la..because we get much of duit raya..we used to have family reunion..with all of my siblings, and family gather around and ask for forgiveness..that time Syawal really meant to us..(of course because duit raya..haha)

so sad I'm no longer a kid..duit raya??rarely got it now..haha..and for this year I'm not coming home for hari raya..this the second time I'm not home for hari raya..its not like I didnt want to..what can I do..flight fair is killing me..haha..then just decided to 'berhari raya'with my sisters in Kedah..

for Mak n Abah..forgive me for all I did wrong, and for not being together with u all..i love u..
I really miss the curry..huhu..

for Abg Yus n Kak Nor..forgive me for asking a lot of duit raya..that what 'Adek' is..hahha..

for Kak Ema n Kak Na..we'll celebrate hari raya..dun worry..this time I 'pao' u Kak Na..
haha..and I cant wait to see beloved Farihin..hohoh..

and for all peoples i care:
2.kampong friends
3.high school friends
4.matric friends
5.umpians friends
6.this blog readers (if got readers la..)
7.anonymous friends
8.future friends
9.anyone that i've ever met
10.anyone that i never met
11.anyone that think they are the anyone
12.all people in this universe..

(if i have to write their name i think this space will not be enough)

with all humble n respect..

Sepuluh jari ku susun..
maaf kupohon..
salah dan silap
dari hujung rambutku sehingga hujung rambut mu..
yang lalu dan yang akan datang
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

little fotographer for hari raya

salam aidilfitri drpd si fotografer kecil..
maaf zaher batin..

end of this chapter

Sunday, September 21, 2008

think of your love one..

pesanan ini dibawa khas oleh kementerian belia..

bicaranya seorang Rusdi...

aku suka laju..suka pantas
laju itu buat aku seorang raja
yang menakhluk segala ketakutan
yang melepas segala amarah
bila laju optik lihatan ku mula perlahan
bila pantas degup jantung itu mula berdetik
pintasan itu hanya mimpi oleh mu
ego mula tinggi
berpijak dibumi nyata tidak jadian untuk ku
semua yang ada dicabar
lasak nya diriku
aku terlupa
bau seorang malang
yang hadir tiada dijemput
ku hidu hanya bau tar
tatkala aku mnyembah ke dasar tanah
kaget aku lalu tertutup mata
menutup semua biacara dan fikiran
celik sahaja mata
muka ku sudah berjahit
kaki tangan ku berbalut..
dah tak boleh nak buat apa dah..
bila dah kena baru tahu rasanya..

this message goes to all people who like 2 speed and crash..
ride safely..
especially for bike user..

biology..lapan belas es ex..

Form 5
Chapter 4: Pembiakan dan Pertumbuhan

Back in 2004. Being a nerdy secondary school students makes me awkward when it comes to this chapter. Everyone in started to think adultly(otak kuning). I still remembered the conversations during the first day we study this chapter in cikgu rohani class. just like it happen yesterday...

Cikgu Rohani: Ok everybody. Today we will learn about something that really important in your life. Breeding and growth process. Before we start, could someone please tell me what is this chapter about..Briefly..

as usual Hazmi will answer(anak kesayangan cikgu2..waaahhaha..)
Hazmi:Reproduction of new life ma'am.
Cikgu Rohani:Nice..exactly..thank you..we are going to learn how you being born to this world..before we going deep into this topic..any other question?

something cameup into my mind and gently asked..
wan: erm..will we have experiment on this chapter??

guys say:wow..hahaha..
girls says:eeeee...

with a shocked face..
cikgu rohani:my god..girls..please..stay away from redzuan..he is dangerous..

haha..what a tell the truth, i really meant the question..not fooling around..

Regarding the previous2 post, i made promise 2 show my new baby..then i would like 2 teach how my baby Bella being produced..teaching biology..
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this is the biggest cells call mother board.haha.produced by asus, on of biggest reproductive system in universe..this is the board where the fertilization occurs..the scientific name for this cell is ASUSTeK Computer INC. it brings the mother genes, M2A-VM

this is the head of the cells that cooperate in the fertilization..this cell will merged into asus cell and implanted to the brings the father genes, AMD Athlon 64x2 5000+

this is my baby body look is a bit dark..caucasian maybe..inside,this body supply 230 watt for my baby to keep alive..

when we undergow ultrasound scan,we can see the mendula ablongata of this baby..that thing look likes solid..but can keep high amount of random access memory..
the main part of the brain can store high amount of data..

this is the digestive part..only accept cd n dvd for food..a alot..

got nice voice..5.5 inch 16 watt subwoofer with 2x9watt satelite tower.
n the face..wide 19 inch face..

what a beautiful baby..

Sunday, September 14, 2008

for the BEAUTIFUL....

Mystery the moon..
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closin' one
A chosen child of golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars..

A cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellation
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication

May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and i
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting

Oh bella bella please..
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do you do

You are an illuminated anchor
Of leads to infinite number
Crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the evenflows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Into twining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover..

Bella luna, my beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other

May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller i
A larger chance happened, all them they lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do you do

mystery of the moon..

Thursday, September 11, 2008

13 September

be remember of this date.
the most important thing will be happen.
nahh..not really..
but maybe.gosh idont know either.
but the sure thing is my first project will be doing great..
sinar ramadhan photo shoot..
(although me myself as project manager cant join that program..)
hope mr daYAt can do well..(tolong yat eyh..)

one more thing..
my new baby will be born..
who is ma new baby??
wait for the next post...

to be continued...

Sunday, September 7, 2008


i'm having my mock interview with Mr Suria. Gosh.Cant wait how it feel to interviewed for job. Not that I never been in interview,but this is different. I have gone for many interview (for scholarhip only) but never succeed. pity me huh. Maybe got something lacked somewhere.

The main point in interview is being confident. there is more tips but if want to write it here, it will ends with 4 more blogs. huh. Have to try the best for today.
by the way, a new job posting. who thinks they confident enough can send in resume. open for anytime. hakhak.

anyone interested can contact Pak Abu.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

thinking bout the title...

still thinking about the post title..
arghh..really blur this time..wth the empty mind n stomach..cant think about the title..
hahahah..btw happy fasting 2 all muslims..

thank first project have been approved by the dean..
Panorama Sinar Ramadhan..
that was the first time i present my nervous all over my body..hoping that the proposal approved and got some budget to run the the business is on..
hoping that the log can be published..

for end of the chapter..
santapan mata untuk waktu berbuka..
roger n out..

matahari terbenam..azan berkumandang..

air menanti untuk menerobos rongga esofagus

eyh..dah abis??

mee kari menanti untuk di lapah
wajah rakus itu amat rakus..

tp kena ingat..ada yang masih kebuluran..

maka bersederhanalah kamu..dan ingatlah saudara2mu yang di dalam kesusahan
ada yg prihatin....

selamat berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan..