that feet..

Break them. Hear the sickening snap, hear her strangled, pleading cries.

Wrap them. Layer after layer of silken torture.

Shape them. These pretty, little, broken feet.

Break them. Cage their every hope and dream.

Wrap them. Bind them with words and masks and finery.

Shape them. Into whatever you call beautiful.

that feet..

knock2 2009..

never be 2 late to wish happy new year..
quite a long time i didnt post anything in this creepy site..
(blom bersarang labah2 gk..hhahaha)

look for new fresh start in this new year!!!
as i was told by my good friend erol when we were at camp site in lambir few weeks ago..
then we start singing nonsense..yeah..lets find a new start....

by the way..tough year coming though..study become harder as rock..huahaha..
and for my resolution this year is:

steal nikon D90!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and what about u all??well..have a fine 2009 yahh

realy big money for big new year..

adoh..tagged thingy..

apa ini permainan..got tagged by ms Zara..people who got tagged must read and reply..as i understand..because of the laziness and the malas ness..(both are same meaning) i just copy and paste from ms Zara..u can see all of the colors of the writing are just the same..sory ms Zara for copying..but i did answer it la..dun worry all answer are mine..hahaha

Mushy Mushy Tag

- You have been tagged!
- Caranya adalah menceritakan kisah cinta anda.
- Peraturan :-kisah yang harus dinyatakan ialah kenangan-kenangan kisah cinta anda.
- Tidak kira lucu,sedih,gembira ataupun kecewa. - sebolehnya haruslah detail.
- Tetapi, elakkan cerita yang menyentuhi unsur-unsur sensiviti.

kisah cinta aku? amat tragis dan cm dalam novel. been thru ups and down. now, i have found, perhaps the rite one. the one and only true love that I ever wanted. so, that's all la kisah cinta aku. the end. haha..(this is what Ms Zara write..haha..mine??i never thought of love recently..)

I tag
- syadi
- ray
- mas
- dino
- dayat
- siti nurol ain


1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time : 1540 am

· Name : redzuan
. Sisters : 3
. Brothers : 1
. Shoe size : 7/8
· Height : 170 sumting la
· Where do you live : sibu
. Have you ever been on a plane : selalu
· Swam in the ocean : selalu
. Fallen asleep at school : 80% of my tyme at school
· Broken someone’s heart : never..because no one ever claimed..
. Fell off your chair : penah..bodo kerusi ya..
· Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : nope..i dont even like to pick up my phone
· Saved e-mails : email from airlines for online booking tiket..
· What is your room like : macam sarang tikus..
· What’s right beside you : chemical reaction book..(still got exam this tyme maa..)
· What is the last thing you ate : roti sardin..

Ever had…
· Chicken pox : my mum say i got pox when i was still 2 year olds..
· Sore throat : slalu..lps karaoke ngnb payong..
· Stitches : yah..
· Broken nose : just crack..not broke yet..
· Do you Believe in love at first sight : no..
· Like picnics : no..

Who was/were…
· The last person you danced with : i dunno how to dance..
· Last made you smile : din
· You last yelled at : amar

Today did you…
· Talk to someone you like : who i like?
· Kissed anyone : nope..
· Get sick : sakit palak..stdyng chemical reaction
· Talk to an ex : nope..
· Miss someone : yes..my family..akekeke
· Who do you really hate : i hate to hate sumbody..
· Do you like your hand-writing : yes..they are unique..haha
· Are your toe nails painted : no..
· Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : amar bed..damn..
· What color shirt are you wearing now : pink..(chuckles...)
· Are you a friendly person : yes i guest.. it depend..
· Do you have any pets : nope..
· Do you sleep with the TV on : only got pc maa ..
· What are you doing right now : urm..this tagged thing..
· Can you handle the truth : sometimes..
· Are you closer to your mother or father : both..my financial maa..
· Do you eat healthy : i eat what i saw..haha
· Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : erm..i never kept any..cos never got her pic la weyh..
· If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : my Emelda..(my scooter)
· Are you loud or quiet most of the time : unpredictable..i like silence more..
· Are you confident : can see glare in my eyes..hakhak..

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. darjah 5
2. skolah..
3. play polis entry..
4. be a power ranger kaler merah..hahah
5. knak rotan sbb x siap keja umah..

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. gain more money..
2. set up my own photography studio..
3. make a large cribs
4. make my family smiles
5. marrying somebody..

5 of my bad habits:
1. sleep
2. jokes
3. never take something serious..
4. stubborn
5. always think i have no bad habits..haha

5 places I’ve lived/living
1. cbo
2. gambang perdana
3. hostel hasan al banna,miri
4. hostel blok e matrik labuan
5. G33 now..hahah

People I Tag
- syadi
- ray
- mas
- dino
- dayat
- siti nurol ain


dah2.. abes....hahaha..anyone got tagged..answer the question..haha..
if u dont want to..
its ok..
hahaha..

serious relationship??

what the point of having a serious relationship if you just get hurts..not once..not twice..but every second of it..well..well..well..naahh..no idea of that..never be in things like that..
maybe its like drugs..more you take more high you get..but in same time you are in pain because of the dose..yet..you still got addicted..well..that's why they say love is blind..yah..kind a true something..haks..but it will be stupid when u just keep being hurting..just dump the person..and go and find a new one..(i'm still single though..hahaha)

less but not least..to all couple thAT they are very serious with their relationship..and ready to take next level??


Fendi & nadia photography offers wedding photography sessions for the lovers..who want to kept their moments forever..they are really good though..hahaha..more detail at fendinadia.com
and you can see their works..(photo above is one of their shot..credit to them.not mine..wakakaka)

but if you want to hire me as fotographer also can la..but i only got handphone camera..
and this chapter is all about promotion...hahahahaha

indah berseri seri...

damn ponchon..
damn savarit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

unit operaton down..
2 more to go..

(cursing chapter...)

cerita 3 bulan

3 bulan yg lalu..

dia koma..
dia tidak sedarkan diri..
dia dilanda musibah..

3 bulan sejak itu..
aku tiada teman bicara..
aku tiada teman penghibur..
jadinya aku seorang diri..

3 bulan berlalu..
sakitnya telah ku tahu..
penawarnya sudahkelihatan..
namun dia itu tetap koma..

paru-parunya perlu diganti baru..
manakan kucari wang untuk menukarnya..
manakan ku cari ganti peparunya..

hari ini..
dia masok ICU..
heart and lung transplant..
itu tabib yang cakap..
aku tidak tau apa itu..

cukup 1 jam..
teater pembedahan itu berjalan..
ku lihat dia..
diusung..
ku lihat dia..
terbaring..

ku belai wajah nya..
ku tekan punatnya..
matanya mula bersinar..

dia kembali hidup....

hahahahhahaha..

dia kembali hidup...
hahahhahhaha..
laptop ku kembali hidup..
dengan motherboard dan hard disk baru..
laptop ku hidup...


gas system material component down..
3 more paper to go..

ini post untuk..

ni post special untuk masita..sbb dia dah wat post untuk saya..
hoho..
3 novemeber..dia dah 21 da.. tua da..
slamat hari berfday mas..
(special ni siap wat post kat blog g..)

SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN (10/23-11/21)
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
Extremely outgoing.
Loves to help people in times of need.
Good personality.
Stubborn.
A caring person.

hahaha..
ni kira adiah la mas eyh..
wakakaka..

tiuplah lilin ini..tp xda kek la..hehe